Monday, April 11, 2005
# mR tAn's 28tH bDaE#
todae i didn't noe that it's mr tan's bdae lehx..he this yr turning 28years old le... if i've known..i would at least rite a bdae card to him lorx.. me..todae nothing happen lahx.,. onli heard tt alvin wanna change his prefect dismissal recess duty to level4 petrol... same as mine... i doin the duty wifz wei neng now mahx.. he so cute like teddy bear like tt..lolx..hahax.. i didn't mean to insult him de...hahax..
ar ya..i really got nothing to rite.. next time i got things den rite larx.. hahax..
Hapi Bdae Mr Tan.. god bless yew..
jia xin [11:54 PM]
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
SYF
wahx.. todae went to support my school haising choir... they sang so well fer the 'SALMO150' song lorx.. i'm so impressed lehx! this yr our school sing fer the SYF is so so damn good lorx.. how i wish i could be one of them on the stage singing the SYF songs.. when our school perform finished le..ms yeap cried.. she told us that she was so touched coz our school sang very well and hab improved very well compared to 2003's SYF ... i tot she cried is coz she was disappointed wifz us but hahax.. it wasn't....after we perform and listen to a few school's singing, we went back to school liaox.. but ms yeap still at the singapore conference hall waiting fer the results to be out at 6plus pm...
when i call sherlyn to noe the results, haiz, our choir got silver fer SYF.. sob sob.. sherlyn told me tt everyone was in the music room waiting fer the results nervously..den shi yong recieved one call frm ms yeap.. we got a gold.. there was a sudden silence in the music room... when shi yong put down the call, almost everyone cried..even kenneth cried lehx... haiz.. me now so so sad coz of the choir SYF thingy..i tot we would get a gold lorx..but unexpectedly,... we got a silver... sob sob...=(
jia xin [11:41 PM]
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Monday, April 04, 2005
sianz.. nowadaes nth much happen to me... now me got no feelings fer alvin lo.. is it a gd thing or a bad thing? maybe it's a gd thing bahx... =) now me and him are juz good godbrother and sis onli.. so hapi... so heng tt he didn't quit prefectorial board... but sad is that he quit choir in january le.. he now in archery... hope he's doin fine there and is able to cope wifz the stress there..=)
jia xin [3:08 AM]
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Sunday, March 27, 2005
haiz.. todae duno y i feel so glumy.. maybe coz of my test results.. i'm not satisfied wif my results.. haiz.. i dun feel like toking abt tt.. nvm..change the subject.. wat to tok lehx?
oh ya.. my school choir going fer SYF this tuesdae! i wish them all the best to get a Gold! jia you haisingers! lolx.. =)
jia xin [11:09 PM]
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Friday, March 25, 2005
haiz.. todae i feel completely sian.. i whole dae at home lehx.. nth to do lorx.. wanna go out oso cannot, my parents dun allow me de..
haiz, i felt so bad ignoring alvin. i can feel tt now we two are like miles and miles apart.. wif a river between..y can't we be juz like last time good godbrother and godsister? haiz.. wat shuld i do? i dun wanna lose such a gd fren like him..
btw.. i still wanna noe the reason y alvin wanna break up wifz me.. he haven't told me lehx.. i wanna noe the reason although i treat him as my godbrother onli now.. i really wanna noe the reason...
jia xin [8:20 PM]
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
haiz.. u noe wat? i think i can get over alvin le.. i dun like him lo.. but i felt bad ignoring him nowadaes..sorry alvin.. i dun wan to but my mind told me to do so.. haiz..i duno wat to do or am i doin the right thing? i oso ignored his fren, andy and james. they kept calling me biscuit wheneva they sees me.. i dun noe if i'm doin the right thing..
oh yea! eudora [my jie] came back frm her sec3 camp lo..so hapi.. lolx.. i hope she enjoyed herself during her camp.. =)
tmr it's good fridae! it's the dae tt Jesus died on the cross fer us.. i lurve him so much.. thank u Lord..muackx! i'll never forget this very dae Lord..
jia xin [8:18 PM]
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Friday, March 18, 2005
i duno why when ever i look at Alvin, the feeling tat i had for him had gone. i juz dun hab the feeling i hab last time when i look or met him now. instead, sometimes i dun hab any feeling, or sometimes my heart juz hurts, or sad or even feeling of ignoring him when i see him now.
After so many things had happened to me, i suddenly felt like juz wanna be single during my secondary school life. My feelings now are so confused. i dunno wat i am supposed to do or how i am feeling. My feelings now are really messy juz like a mixture. i oso dunno how i feel for alvin. i am totally confused now! My head and thoughts are like spinning round and round many times.
{thinking}
jia xin [9:31 PM]
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i duno why when ever i look at Alvin, the feeling tat i had for him had gone. i juz dun hab the feeling i hab last time when i look or met him now. instead, sometimes i dun hab any feeling, or sometimes my heart juz hurts, or sad or even feeling of ignoring him when i see him now.
After so many things had happened to me, i suddenly felt like juz wanna be single during my secondary school life. My feelings now are so confused. i dunno wat i am supposed to do or how i am feeling. My feelings now are really messy juz like a mixture. i oso dunno how i feel for alvin. i am totally confused now! My head and thoughts are like spinning round and round many times.
{thinking}
jia xin [9:25 PM]
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